Sunday, July 27, 2014

Chapter 1: Wrong Direction

The night before 
"Come onnnnnnnnnn ESSSSSS BEEEE" said nicki, she straddled herself on his lap obviously wasted.
"HAAAAHHHH nic you play too much! You knowwwwww it's not good to play around all the time, Coons get punished for playing around" safaree said barely enunciating his words. Not far behind nickis state. Nicki's chest fell limp against safaree's chiseled chest as she yelled in his ear thinking she was whispering
"OH VERDD????? NOW that I thinkkkk about it I haven't been punished in a looooonggggg time YO." " Did you know that?" she asked him dramatically and her ugly cackel followed. Safaree answered her in a sluttery tone
"Y...yo...you know What?? you don’t know how to act" He swiftly got up still attached to her while wrapping is arms beneath her ass. he ran out of the club and into the hallway of the hotel. Bystanders looked at them like they were crazy. Nic was tiny but she was still heavy so when safaree ran he was wobbling all over the place. He continued to the elevator and bystanders were looking at the two like they were crazy as the got onto the elevator safaree was pressing all kinds of buttons. As the door closed he pushed her up against the glass mirror in the elevator, and they were now face to face staring at each other. Nicki smiled at him. but soon broke their gaze when she turned her head and looked at the mirror and laughed loudly and gasped
          "LOOK ESSSS BEE THERE'S TWO OF MEEEEEE AHHH HAHAHA" safaree turned to see what she was talking about
"OH SHIT YOU'RE RIGHT NIC" as he looked at the mirror and saw himself too "I'M ONE ICY NIGGA" he smiled at himself
Suddenly the door opened and he gripped nicki's ass as he started walking out. Right before the elevator door closed he ran back in a looked in the mirror again and said "RICH GANG NIGGA"
He began running to their hotel room and he searched for the hotel key. He couldn’t find it. He looked at nic and asked "NIC quick! where's the key" nic looked down at her chest and stared for a while just smiling. safaree followed her eyes and he stared at her perfectly elevated boobs. she pointed at her left boob "right Hereeee" he pulled the key out of her bra and opened the door. He didn’t even bother to turn on the light s. Nicki had her arms tightly wrapped around his neck, eyes shut , and legs straddled his hips. she whispered "Eye am scared ESBEE" safaree ignored her and fell on the bed with her still attached to him. he fell on top of her and They both laugh obnoxiously both enjoying their drunken time together. 
          She teased him "You're not about dat life , You're not about dat LIFEEE" he replied "what you mean?" "you said you were going to punish me and you didn’t" she stuck her tongue out but because the room was pitch black she couldn’t see her surroundings and her tongue landed on his lips she stuck her tongue quickly back in when it touched him "oooppss" she announced. Safaree paused and slowly moved his face downward and soon made contact with her lips and began to kiss her. For a moment she didn’t kiss him back but then he forced his tongue in her mouth and something jolted with in her and she was turned on. She took a hold of his head and deepened the kiss. Safaree broke the kiss to explore the rest of her body. He slowly sucked and kissed on her neck. At this point Nicki was now completely turned on and she was not going to hold back anything with his touch. His kisses became lower and when he reached her breast he began to suck on the top of her cleavage. Nicki gasped in pleasure. "I've been waiting soo long for this." she whispered. Little did she know that Although Safaree was wasted, for some reason that one phrase stuck to his brain.
Two Weeks Later
     Nicki's POV
          Damn, everything just got so freaking hectic these pass two weeks. It seems like after the RE-UP release party it's been non-stop promo. I'm just really tired and I'm really lonely without Safaree being here. I mean he's my best friend and I'm always with him so when he went on a business trip the day after the release party I've just been flying solo ,but TT & Candi are coming to just hang out and keep me company because Safaree has been gone for two almost three weeks. I heard a knock at the door. I got up and answered the door. As soon I cracked the door open TT and Candi just burst though my door and ran to hug me. I laughed and hugged them back.
"Hi my babies" I said
"Hey baby daddy" candi said licking her lips
I rolled my eyes . This bitch wants my body
" don’t talk to me like dot. Onika don't got no damn baby daddy. I got a LONGGGGG time away but, any whore?" I put my hand in candi's face ignoring her switching my attention to TT
"Hi TT cakes" I squeezed her face and kissed her on her forehead
She smiled that beautiful cheeky smile she usually did
"hey nika" but her ugly self broke our moment and yelled
"Avightttt WHERE DA FOOD ATTTT" heading to my kitchen. She's such a bird
"I'on know? Did y'all tell me to cook? NO….no you didn't! but y'all lucky safaree video chatted me and he asked me to cook him some food for when he comes back from LA tonight so…" I skipped over to the oven and revealed the freshly cooked king fish mac and cheese and some corn bread. It was silent so I looked over to the girls wondering why they weren't chanting for my food. But they were cause candi's eyes almost popped out her damn head. She finally spoke
"OH MY LORD you KNOW I love me some corn bread" candi said as she ran to take the corn bread out
"FUCK…. SHIT …..OUCH" she screamed
"You idiot!! put some oven gloves on first greedy ass" I said. me and TT bust out laughing. I was pulling the mac and cheese dish out when candi spoke again. I just shook my head laughing at her while still keeping my concentration on the food.
"I'm sorry. But nika you know how hungry I get when I'm on my period. I mean out of all people you should know that already! We've been having the same cycle pattern since the 8th grade. Matter fact you be just as hungry as I am you get like that too so i'on knw...." all the nerves in my body left causing the dish in my hands to shatter into a million pieces. I gasped and whispered "no." I turned around and looked at TT and Can.
"what the hell? Nika what's wrong??? what happened? You act like you've seen a ghost"
I was stiff. TT just gave me that look with the one eyebrow sticking up. She was glaring at me now.
"Mhmm She know EXACTLY what's wrong." TT said
I put my hand over my mouth trying to grasp the situation.
"I'on get it? I mean all I did was talk about my period but what does that have to do with…...OHHHHH SHIT" me and TT just looked at her like she was stupid.
She started playing with her hair
"I'm sorry I'm just a littleeeeeeeeee slow that's all" she smiled
I just ignored her I was too worried right now.
"Bring your ass over here" I looked at the floor and walked to the bar seat next to her and this is exactly why me and TT have a love hate relationship. I love her with all my heart because she is the best friend I could ever have but she knows me way more than I know myself and she makes me feel like shit when I've done something wrong.
"Who, what, when, where and WHY THE HELL DIDN’T YOU TELL US?"
"Safaree, his dick, almost three weeks ago at the re-up after party….and because we were drunk" I rambled
"WHAT???" candi yelled
"You Got the D and didn't tell us??? awll hell nah?" I just sat there in shame, I couldn't even make an excuse.
"I can not believe this? I mean I guess I'm happy for you...cause I'm pretty sure you're happy to have those cob webs finally wiped off your pum pum" TT and Candi laughed at me. I didn't find anything funny. I got out my seat and ran up stairs to my room, locked the door just like old times in mama's house. these feelings and this scare is just all to familiar. I started to cry in my pillow. After about ten minutes into my break down my eyes were getting heavy. Just when I got in my covers I heard a loud voice from down stairs. "WE'RE GOING TO CVS TO GET A PREGNANCY TEST" TT yelled. "Ayee that rhymed" candi pointed out. "Word! Your right can. 'CVS for a pregnancy test' CVS for a pregnancy test'" they fucking turned it into a song. Smh I hate them.
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"Well? What does it say nic?" TT said in the calmest voice possible, I knew what she was doing. She's trying not to make me freak out which I already am. this situation always happens to me when..... I lost my train of though when candi yelled
"NIC what the hell does it say?"
" I DON'T FUCKING KNOW OK?? IT TAKES TIME GOT DAMMIT" as soon as I said that I regretted it because now on the other side of the door it was pure silence. I could feel the tension through the door.
“This has to be the longest three minutes of my entire life! This can’t even be happening! No dont worry onika it's not happening you're just scaring yourself."
I waited some more. We all knew it was way past three minutes now and I guess they caught my drift that I wanted to read this on my own so they left and went somewhere else in the house. I was so freaking nervous I began to shake. I slowly turned to the sink and put my hand over the test. Not wanting to turn it over but I knew I had to....I picked it up and set it flat on the table my eyes were closed too scared open.... Ugh nic just look at it already so you can prove to them your not pregnant. I opened my eyes and looked down at the sign................ Turns out me onika fucking maraj was indeed carrying a life within her
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No............... no way,this is not happening. Not with his baby?! Hell what the fuck am I saying not with ANYONES baby. We’re not even dating dammit! How do I know he's not like before when.... ugh never mind. Will he even want the baby?! I mean how can i expect him to want it ? He didn't want one back when..... Ahhhh onika stop dwelling in the fucking past get over it! Maybe I should just clam down & do things the onika way. Yea.......that's it! Onika's way is best! .......I think.
I can’t do this!” I grabbed my keys
and stormed out the house TT & can tried yelling out to me but i ignored them and kept running to my white range rover and driving to god knows where.
After a couple of driving I found an empty parking lot parked my car and just sat there to think.
I mean “Why must this happen to me?! WHY WHY WHY!” I screamed hitting the steering wheel and nearly breaking down for the third time today. I was crying again but suddenly my phone lit up. And I checked who it was and it was the man himself safaree mr. Fucking Samuels.
BD (Brown Doof)
"- hey nic how's you day going? I'm almost done work but I can't WAIT to come home and eat plus I kinda miss your ugly self :p "
Big Midget
"We can't meet today anymore. Something came up I won't be home but the food is there, talk to you later."
I know I was being short with him but I cannot risk seeing him today. I would shatter. He sees right trough me, I don't know how he does that shit ;) but he'd know if I was hiding some thing so I had to leave for a little bit. I headed back home to get some clothes.
Safaree's POV
          Nic’s been acting really weird lately. I don't know why though I mean we already talked about our drunk night out, at her RE-UP release party. And the part where we had sex. She seemed shocked at first but then she just dusted it off. Almost as if she erased that memory from her head. Ever since a week after that she had been acting really funky with me I noticed her attitude over video chat just by her body language. She's getting angry at me for no reason, then the next second we were best of friends again, I don’t know what’s going on with her, but it’s weird. But I'm going to find out what it is so I'm leaving the studio early and heading home.
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Safaree jumped out of his red Bentley and unlocked the front door and walked in, throwing his keys in the bowl on the kitchen counter.

“Nic! Nicki! YO NIC! I'MMM HOME!!! WHERE AT YOU AT? DON'T FRONT I KNOW YOU MISSED ME. NICCCCCCCC? COME DOWN WE NEED TO TALK!” He shouted for Nic but Still got no reply.
Mean While nicki was up stairs freaking out.
"Oh my God….He's here early…. Shit! I have to get out of here fast" nicki quickly stuffed her louis duffle bag with all the things she needed. She left everything on but she didn’t care she didn’t have time. She had to leave because if she saw his face she knew she couldn't bare to lie to him about something like this. She knew herself she didn't want to break down crying in front of him.
She quickly ran down the back of the stairs and snuck out to the garage. 
Safaree got worried and jogged up to her bedroom and saw that her bed had not been made, and the shower was running.
He called out again
“YO Nic!” He walked in and scanned the bathroom to see she wasn’t there and the shower was running. He paused and had a mini heart attack" Oh no………NICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC" Her ran to the shower and kicked the door in. the steam came flowing out and he realized that she wasn’t in there either. He thought maybe she had a mental break down and try to hurt herself because the recent boat load of work. But that wasn’t the case because she wasn’t in the shower.
"where the hell is she? I mean I saw her car in the drive way but she's not here?"
He walked over to the window to check the drive way again. And there she was running into her car crying. Safaree was confused "why is she crying?" He watched her swiftly back out of the drive way he pulled out his phone to call her but she ignored his call.
"What the hell is going on? Why is she ignoring me?" He sat down at the side of her bed and rested his arm on the bedside table. He noticed she left her phone charger but then he looked to the right and something else was there. A pregnancy test that read positive. He was shocked.

“FUCK!” He screamed , he looked at the test again just to make sure
It was right. "It explains so much but that is not what I wanted the answer to be. We need to talk. I
need to make this right. I need to tell her the truth. About EVERYTHING." He took his phone out his
pocket and called her again and surprisingly she answered.

Nicki's POV
After siting in this parking lot I realized I needed to go home. I can't run away from my fears, I need to act like a woman…… and a soon to be mother.
So I reversed the car and started my mission to go home and face my troubles. Suddenly my phone
started ringing. I pulled up to the gas station and answered it. I didn’t even check who it was.

“Nicki” His voice beamed through the phone, automatically giving me butterflies in my stomach. And I'm not sure if they were happy to hear his voice butterflies or scared to face him butterflies.

“What do you want Safaree? I already told you I won't be home!” I asked pretending to be pissed off
"Nic. Why'd you just leave like that?"
"because I had somethings to handle"
"Like what? Cause I already…"
SB stopped to think, he wanted to know if she was going to tell him the truth so he didn't tell her that he knew what was going on with her.
But on the other end nic's heart dropped
"you already WHAT?"
“uhhh, I already know that you missed me" He heard her laugh come through the phone and it brought a smile to his face, but he was still saddened that she didn’t say that they needed to talk so he said it. " Plus you need come home so we can talk about things"
She tried to make an excuse "But I"
He cut her off.
"Be safe. I love you” it was quiet
As soon as nicki heard those words she paused and hung up. Did he say he loved me?

Safaree
As soon as I said those words she hung up on me. Did I say I loved her?





HEY GUYS! SO, this is my first chapter! Hope you guys like it and get the full understanding of whats happened/happening! ENJOYYY!

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2 comments:

  1. why do I feel like I've read this story before ��

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    1. probably because this story is not new. It's been around for a year and a half now, but These are original ideas written from scratch by me.

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