Chapter 2: Misunderstood

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Everyone it's Me @onika_nickistan and I'm here to present you with the 2ND chapter to my onikafaree fic. Now i'm really sorry I took so long to post, I have been really busy with school work and writing during the week is a challenge for because of school. But regardless to all of that I am going to try and post a new chapter once a week. So if it ever goes a little bit over a week please forgive me I didn't forget about you i'm just busy. Anyways enough of my babbling GO READ!!! WE HOPE YOU ENJOY IT.

Nicki POV

          Parked outside the house thinking about whether to tell Safaree or not. That my bestfriend who I had a one night stand with is the father to my baby. How the HELL is that supposed to work?! This is such a fucking messed up situation. I can’t believe this is happening AGAIN. AGAIN. I sighed and got out of the white range to face Safaree. Well not really face because he doesn’t know. Yet.

Grabbing my keys out of my pocket I wiped the last of the tears which were falling down my cheeks for the 10th time today. God this couldn’t be the pregnancy hormones kicking in already could it? Shit, compose yourself Nicki. Safaree can’t know yet. I’m not ready. Am I even ready for this baby? Like really? Argh. I don’t know! I just don’t fucking know!

Before I knew it I was locking the door and calling off the alarm before it went off. And there was Safaree with a stank ass face sitting on the recliner, obviously thinking about something he either shouldn’t be, or he was all up in his feelings about something, which is his usual these days. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with him sometimes. Tbh, I’m not even bothered.

“Hi.”

 I whispered as low as I could, while I moved to stand in front of him. He slowly looked up to me, but never giving me eye contact.

“Wassup” he said, so bland, like he didn’t even wanna be speaking to me. Annoyed by his tone I threw my bag onto the couch with force.

"What's up wit you?" he just rolled eyes, has he lost it or what?? "I SAID what the FUCK is up with YOU?" I asked him again but he still didn't answer. okay that's it!

“OK SAFAREE WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH YOU AND YOUR FUCKING BITCHY HORMONES LATELY!? YOU’RE REALLY BEGINNING TO PISS ME OFF AND I DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE OF THIS SAFAREE I REALLY DON’T.”I stared at him and sat down on the couch next to him. He just started staring back in space again.

“Oh my God.... like really? I can't. You called this meeting for me to come back so we can talk and you have nothing to say at all now? Tuh! my nigga if you don't...." I stopped my sentence when I saw his movement he turned his head and looked directly into my eyes with so much intensity It caused me to look down at my thighs

"Nic I KNOW what I gotta say. Question is what do YOU have to say because clearly you feelin some kind of way or is it one of your mini break downs again? because if it isn't quiet frankly I'm just really getting sick of you complaining?"

I froze. Is he really being this insensitive? When I yell at him he usually knows I don't mean it and I just want him to make me feel better, but with that comment i'm far from feeling better.

"Oh? you're tired of me complaining huh? Safaree you know I'm the last one to complain about things. so for me to be complaining it's something serious." my eyes started to water. he knows this so why am I explaining myself. I sucked it up.

"I need someone....Safaree I need you right now, really I do. Please. What is going on between us? Why are you acting like this? I know I haven’t been in the best of moods or mind frames lately, but I’m trying I really am!”

FUCK?! What am I saying? It’s like word vomit. Shit Nicki, just go ahead and tell him you’re having his baby!

Safaree smacked his lips and kissed his teeth, and I shot up quick, ready to storm off to my room.

“Oh and you would know all about EMOTIONS, AND HORMONES wouldn’t you Nicki. “ As soon as he said that I came to a halt. What did he mean by that?

“AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT SAFAREE?! HUH?! IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT MY BEST FRIEND SLEPT WITH ME AND BLEW IT OFF AFTER ONE CONVERSATION" I saw his facial expression change in a heart beat he was getting mad. Good, lets see how he feels when someone is insensitive towards him. I continued my rant.

"AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE TO THINK I'M OVER IT I'M NOT AND I KNOW YOU AREN'T EITHER"

"Woah woah woah woah WOAH!" He stood up also in his defense "what the hell are you saying? Onika Tanya Maraj you and I both know DAMN WELL sex is two ways. So don't throw that shit in my face like I forced you to do that shit."

I knew he was right but I didn't want to hear it he's making me mad.
"MATTER OF A FACT" he stepped closer to me but as soon as he was about to open his mouth again to retaliate he calmed down "never mind..."

hell no he needs to tell me what he was going to say. I pushed his chest.

"NO SAY HOW YOU REALLY FEEL DAMN IT! SINCE YOU'RE THE COOL, CALM, AND COLLECTIVE ONE. TALK NIGGA."

Safaree POV

I stepped away from her giving her her space "You know what? whatever Nicki, do you! You always do anyways. My feelings don’t mater! Never have.”

Before I even got to finish my sentence she was upstairs in her room, locked herself in, as usual when something doesn't go her way.

“Not even to my own child!” I whispered the last part in effort for her not to hear me.

          The only form of expression I could use to release all my upset and hurt as to why she wouldn’t have told me about my own child. I didn’t know Nicki could be so cruel. Maybe I should confront her and be straight up. Make it a little easier on her. On one hand I’m happy she’s having my baby. But just not like this. I wanna marry that woman one day. We’re supposed to be a family. I hate when we fight like this, it hurts me and it hurt her and I love her. FUCK. I fucking love her so much and my child. She has to know this. Two people can’t sleep together multiple times, and say things and then just ignore them. I know she feels it two. I just know she does.

Nicki POV

This whole situation was something I absolutely did not want right now and it's definitely something I didn't see coming. On one hand I’m happy I’m having his baby. But just not like this. I want him to be my husband and I want to be his wife one day. We’re supposed to be a family. I can't stand it when we fight like this, it hurts me and it hurts him and bottom line is I love him. FUCK. I fucking love him so much and my child. He has to know this. Two people can’t sleep together multiple times, and say things and then just ignore them. I know he feels it two. I just know he does. Despite how I think he might feel I think it’s pretty clear Safaree doesn't want me, or this baby. Maybe the best option is to get rid of it. It doesn't deserve a life like this. A mother and father who are all up in their feelings and can’t sort their relationship out for the sake of their child. It’s just not fair. And I won’t do it. If I do it now, he’ll never know. And it will all be ok right? I pulled out my phone and text TT.

BigBootyWife: TT I can't do this.

TT Momma: what you mean you can't do this?

BigBootyWife: what I mean is I can't have his baby! we need to run it like we did in High School. so I need you to be there for support.....

TTMomma: lmfaooo

BigBootyWife: why TF. Are you laughing this ain't funny!

TTMomma: you damn right this ain't funny. What's funny is that you think we're in high school. Onika I ain't supporting that shit no more. You won't do this aging to my God-Child, I just won't allow it.

Nicki was shocked she didn't know what to say she thought she'd be on her side

BigBootyWife: you know what This is my body and if you don't wanna stand by me in whatever I choose then fine.

TTMomma: You're absolutely right it is your body. But just understand this is MY mouth which means I will run it however I want

BigBootyWife: okay?? What are you saying?

TTMOMMA: I'm saying if you dare run it like high school and hurt my God baby I will run my mouth and tell safaree about what you did to this child and his son before

Nicki had no reply. She couldn't believe she pulled that card. Nicki was angry she just began to cry she had no options nobody to run to except her mother. And she knew her mother would set her straight so she didn't even bother. Her phone vibrated and it was TT again.

TTMomma: and just because I'm the only rational person I'm making an appointment with your doctor to see if you're even pregnant it could have been a false alarm. Anyways love you nika poo muahhh


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